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And we had our breakfast at the Rise Cafe. Quite alot of variety of food there, Considered 1 of the best buffets i been too. And the best part?! ITS FREE! Cos, FIL always head to the casino thus he do get points from there and we could use the points to redeem stays & food.The different breads that were displayed.

Some of the food me&hus had.

the soup isnt that nice thou :x

Laksa isnt that bad. hehe^^ will always have at least 1 bowl when im there.

Seafood + Sushi!!

Dessert! to those that really knows me, knows that i have a sweet tooth, thus having lotsa dessert after a filling stomach is damn shiok!

Notice that macaroons? I LOVE IT ALOT!!! that was the only time that had that, de other few times when i was there, they didnt had it already. and to purchase it, its like $22 for 10 pcs? from sweet spot i believe. wanted to get it badly but hus kept sayin its expensive! ): haiss! days after being married. this cannot that cannot.

OK! im not sure what this is but im thinking its black berry? Correct me if im wrong. but it look soo yummy(but it was darn sour -.-)Decided to actually take a picture of the food displayed (:

Bread stick( sth i looove to have it with the chocolate fondue! )

Sashimi, as you can see the salmons were almost finished. ( btw, im not sure why i didnt take the plate of salmon i had )TURKEY! sth i dun really like. cos of the tough meat.

FRUITS. Soo many different kinds. Am damn impressed! SERIOUSLY. Theres even not cut up apples which i got the chef or assistant to cut it for me so that i can put chocolate on it. LOL! good service. (:

MORE DESSERT!MY FAV!!

After Lunch we went up to the sky garden to walk walk before gg back to the hotel to rest and den back up to soak our body! Miss the quality time i had with hus up there. Anyway notice the dark clouds? it looked like its gonna rain but no.. it didnt at all -.-

To end this post, shall upload the room dining we ordered. Cos we had $50 credit to spend (:

Title says it all! Sch started yst, was a lil late for class cos needed to help mil with the boy before leaving for class. Got there and immediately start signing forms that needed to be signed and den do payment for class.

No 1 knows how happy I am to be able to study this, I registered before but due to me being gullible and trusting someone too much, I got cheated upon. But what can I say? This is life isnt it? Anyway I am glad everything is happening already! Hus paid half of my course fee just so that I wont be too broke. LOL Thanks alot MS, I know you love me but still I love saying you dont. HAHA!

OK back to topic, Class started with lotsa theory! LIKE HELL LOTS OF THEM! Thank God, I studied most of it before during days at ITE Simei (Beauty Therapy Course)  But mostly is forgotten, so imma start studying everything again! hehe^^ Im gonna work hard and make sure I do well for this, if not I think I am damn useless already. Im not the study type thus i quit studying half way from my course at ITE.

This is all i ever wanted... NAILS its sth I would love doing as and making it my FULL TIME JOB. Esp since I have my lil boy with me, I need to think of the future. Thus, since yst I told myself "I cant fail this, and I have to work extra harder just to make all these happen" And of cos, saying is simple, thus I do have some of my sch's senoir that i look upon to.

Both of them are PinkRoom students too. and their arts are unbelieveable. Really adore all their works. They are what I wanna be ( At this point, im just dreaming. Cos both of them work damn hard to be what they are today. ) But its good to have a goal in mind, makes me feel more challenged and wanna do better!

Practical class gonna start on Tuesday, Im already anticipating for it to come. Alright shall end the post here. (:

I have been questioning myself lately (mayb due to the fact that i have been married for almost a year now.)

 "Did I made the wrong choice and actually settled down at such a young age? esp since we were together for like 2 years ONLY?"

 "Will I be able to maintain my marriage? since we did break up for like 2 mths before we got back together?"

 "Will I be able to give my son a better family? The love I nv got when i was young?"

 "How long will this marriage last?"

 "Will I get the same fate as my mother? (being beated by my dad, dad have an affair outside, being pushed to a side after struggling for yrs)"

Call me scary cat/ think too much or whatever shit. But it mayb the family i grown up from makes me think this way. I have alot of hurt/hatred within me. PPL ask me to let it go and go on with life. Honestly, tell me how? ADVICES are easy to be said, try doing what you ask me to do. Given that I grow up to having no family love. My parents are often quarreling whereas my 2 elder brothers i believe is due to age gap thats why we hardly communicate. Days when i stayed at my aunt was hell, I got beaten(whipped with belt)/abused(pouring candle wax all over my body. esp on my lil "sis")/when i couldnt finish my food she adds more into my bowl, and if i vomit i have to still swallow it until she is happy seeing me vomit and drink back my vomit./she punishes me by asking me to use telecom books(3-4 books) to carry it above my head for hrs( it could drag from morning to night, dependin on her mood ) there's more to the story but i cant seem to type it all down.

Im really tempted to report this to the police and even want to sue my aunt for it. BUT! what proof do i have? My cousins? will they even help me? or would they rather lie so as to not have their mum put in jail? I guess this part of me couldnt leave me thus I am having such a hard time living my life. My life is getting better since i married out Mayb not awesome but actually aint as bad but due to that part of me not letting go is making hell in me.

So, what if i have to go thru what my mum did? Im sooo sure i cant take it already. Im stress up with my own life. I cant even handle it well, how can i handle it if 1 fine day some1 i love,care and concern that much betrayed me? I dunno, but i guess that would most prob the last time any1 would see me. I doubt i have the strength to carry on also.

Currently, my passion, hus & son are my motivation for my future. I do hope everything will work out good for me and that 1 fine day that hatred in me will just go away and that thoughts of MS leaving me wont occured. Till den, I pray that god will guide me on.

The title says it all. Father in law often heads to MBS's casino to relax himself with his frens and in return he was given points to be redeem with food or stay at MBS. So, on the 17th September, The whole family went out. It was the first time the lil boy didnt stay home for the night. This will be divided into 2 parts, as I have lotsa photos for the buffet session for the 2nd day at The Rise.

The toiletries given for our stay and photos of the place.

Cam-whoring with the toilet mirror. You cant blame me. the lighting is good lah! Matches my gold beaded maxi

We did took 2 Vitamin Water on Day 2 and was charged $6 for 1 bottle when we can get it at $1.50 at NTUC -.-

See the liqours? I was soo tempted to get it. its soo pretty. hus ask me if I wanted but den decided not to. Its soo expensive :/

My LIL cutie pie (:Im the bandit. Life or Money? hehehe^^

Nah. Im joking. Im de adorable kid.

View from our Room

Hus took photo while we walked.

This is de display for the newly open LouisVuitton at MBS! cool max. I love their paperbag so I keep psycho-ing hus to buy a bag or sth. LOL!

I shall end this post with bestie's 21st bdday pressy. Bought this cos I really loooove it alot! I comtempting to get 1 for myself but its limited edition. and I haven been to Orchard these few days. So, shall see if luck is with me or not. If they are still selling it. Im gonna bring 1 home. >:) I hope bestie love this as much as I do. May your results for your diploma be of good grades and that if you do open a blogshop may success be with you. We have been together thick and thin for 7 years and still counting. May we be of bestest friends and that no matter what WE WILL NEVER FORGET EACH OTHER (: ILOVEYOU <3

Recently, my twitter and fb feeds are about girls saying how/what their hus/bf gave them for their anniversary. YES! Im jealous! thou my hus treats me quite nice during normal days while those girls hus keeps gg out and ignoring their wives. IM THANKFUL FOR THAT bur I still wish to have some surprises leh!

Afterall its our FIRST anniversary? Or mayb Kane was right? If first anniversary do too good den following anniversaries dun do as good as de first den we will complain? BUT I STILL WANT SWWET SWEET STUFF LEH! HAISSSS.. I still miss our patoh days, where hus was still in army and we would chat all night not wanting to put the phone down despite being super tired. and meet only on sat cos he could only book out den. :/

Even thou we meet that lil bit but yet chat sooo much. It seems like hus is always sweet to send me those mushy smses & do those lil surprises for me once in awhile. IM HAPPY just having it once in awhile! REALLY! I haven felt this way for a damn long time. The last time i ever got a surprise was from a fren of mine. He wanted to surprise me with my fav cake for my birthday but in de end i found out about it. LOL! but still de thought was sweet lah. NOW leh? NOTHING!

He keeps complaining of how we shd save $$ for our hse, save $$ for Kayler's future or dun waste $$ on such thing. I dunno if cos im jealous or envy or wadever? but I really do wish to get surprised by him once in awhile....

It was my Actual Birthday, and it has been sometime since JH actually said he wanna treat us to dinner. So, we decided to have it on de same day. it was suppose to be dinner but cos bestie had to work OT we changed it to supper. A night whereby there's lotsa jokes + bestie got drunk. LOL!

Was waiting for the food to arrive so, decided to take a picture of myself. :DPhoto with Bestie.This JH tryin to act shy -.- oh well, he was de boss for the night treated us food!Chicken wings!

GONG GONG

Sambal Sotong (which i did not eat much as it was spicy.)

Sambal Stingray

 The birthday gift from JH & bestie. (: She paid 3/4 for it thou. LOL

I have stopped working my full time job at Delifrance and officially became a housewife :/ Dont really enjoy it, cos i have to do soo much stuff and am not paid for doing so ): so, recently I took  up a 1 day job on which I helped to model for their online boutique. It was a online bridal shop, was a very good experience and ncie chats with the owner and fellow models. It was fun & I earned $$ to enjoy that day. hehe^^

I hope I can find more of such jobs so that I can have some moolah coming in every mth. Oh ya, not to mention I will be gg to register for my nail course next week! Hope I can start class in Nov, sounds fun ehh? At least I get to have sometime to myself & do sth I love. Somehow I feel that I am so call having post natal depression, Im not sure if I do have but from some signs it seems like I do and yet I dun wanna waste time gg for councilling or spend $$ to see a doc. Gonna try to find a book or 2 about such thing. Hopefully, things will get better as days passes.

2days ago, Apple came up with the newest edition of the Iphone. Was hoping for Iphone5 in red to be out but guess it was just rumours. But even so, Iphone4S seems to be not bad too. MS & myself decided to wait till we could upgrade our phone before deciding to change to that. Have been using Blackberry for almost 1.5years and it seem that de phone is already starting to show symptoms that it is dying. Hope it can tahan till March next year!!

A Primary Sch mate of mine invited me&hus to her wedding. And its de BEST wedding I have attended and probably the best wedding ever. I sincerely wish her happiness and that they will love each other more as they embarked into a new chapter of their relationship. But of cause, I do wish to see their lil kids next year. hehe^^

MS drove the van over to ShangriLa cause we were afraid his parents wanted to bring Kayler out for tea.Me, Camwhoring just cos i think my makeup was not bad for de night. LOL

The entrance of ShangriLa

Cocktails! We reached only at 8.30pm and there were ppl still having cocktails.

Their wedding photo.

The beautiful ballroom.

There were 90 odds tables for her wedding! Super grand wedding! I only had 18 tables for mine, Imagine all the things she need to prepare! Gosh. :/

Wedding favour 1

Wedding favour 2

The gold plates, spoon & chopsticks

The Menu

Imagine 100 staffs to walk out to every table for the food. took about 5-10mins before the 1st dish arrived.

1st dish! Love how the lobster interlock in each other's pincer

Dish no. 2 birdnest soup?

Dish no. 3 (Refer to menu pic.) ;P

And that was the end of the food photos, cause my dear friend actually hired mediacorp comedians to entertain her guest while she changed into her evening gown. How smart eh? Instead of waiting for the food we got distracted by the comedians and was laughing our lungs out.

Her 2nd march-in in her pink evening gown

Time to pop the champange! May your marriage be as long as the champange that flow down the glasses for the night.

I wanted to go to the toilet but then I noticed that the instant photobooth that my friend had at her wedding was empty so decided to hold my bladder and take a picture with MS before gg to the toilet. And per photo you get 4 poses, which we kindda got lost on what pose we shd do as there's a queue behind us and every1 is looking.

Taking photo of the boy as he enjoy the chicken with nuts, he say thats 1 of the best food for the night.

And that was the end, while waiting for people to leave decided to take some photos of me&hus.

After seeing all the photos, what do you think ? Is it the best wedding or what?! To me it was! Even better than mine. Guess it was more like every girl's dream wedding. <3

Alright then, stay tune for next post! (:

And so my 21st party photos were given to me already (: I really love it alot! photos were taken by https://www.facebook.com/#!/outofframes. Brian, himself took photos for my wedding day too! Really am glad to have him again for my Birthday. 2 Big event photography all taken by this guy. (:

This will be a very long post filled with pictures.. but not all pics will be up as theres more den 100 over photos thus only took some.

My 21st banner done by yours truely. & MS helped too.

1st guest to arrive. Huiqi & Travis

Followed by my dad & 2nd bro

My ex-colleagues from "The Box"

Photo taken with Kayler

HelloKitty Cuppies! <3

My Da ge & his family of 3

My Parents in Law & Sis in Law

My bestest Friend! been thru thick&thin with her since sec sch days.

MS's Uni study mates. We often go out for lunch/dinner. gonna meet them tml for lunch again (':

Berenice & JunYing. Knew JY 1st as my manicurist slowly we became great frens whereby we share our lives and all. Berenice was her Sec sch mate whereby we got to know each other last year at Shaun's Birthday.

XueEr & Theodora and her bf, KaiWen. Knew them only last year when we went for a mutual friend's birthday at Zouk. Shermie couldnt make it thou ):

And this is Shaun, 1 of the yandaos I know. ok, he isnt very yandao more like pretty boy. (:My Sec Sch mates haven seen most of them for years already! Was a good catchup with them.

Pamela & her "maid". The good lunch buddy when I was in Delifrance.HuangWeiTian & BeeYong, My other sec sch mates.

These are MS's close frens. There are more but they couldnt make it ): Shall end the post with a photo of me&Kayler and my CAKE! haha XD

Its only the present photos as I still have not gotten the photos for that night from my photographer! will upload it onto FB as soon as I receive it alright? A big THANK YOU to those that came, you babies are all loved by me! And for those whom couldnt make it, I do hope to see you soon (:

On a side note, PIL & hus got me my 1st LouisVuitton bag as my 21st pressy! damn pretty (or thats what I feel) Really am thankful for having such good PIL. hehe^^ and 1 thing that makes me cherish this bag more is that hus used his 1 mth pay for it. I LOVE YOU TMS! Thankyouverymuch.

For 21 years of living, my dad never bought any presents for me but yet on my 21st he got me a perfume & angbao. Thou I hate him for leaving my mum and didnt allow me to grow up in a proper family, Im still very happy to receive that present. Thankyou DADDY!

SIL got me a LV wallet, I wanted to get a new wallet but was still considering on what brand I shd get, but SIL got me 1 already. LOL. Its kindda small thou as I have lotsa cards in my wallet. Ohwell, I will still use it lah. It cost few hundred for it + de best part of the wallet is that it has my initials on it.

Whereas for the other present/redpackets, I still love it and would you it when I get a chance to. For those that gave me perfumes, I wont get to use it anytime soon, as I have 13 bottles of perfume that some are not even touched -.- I cant wait to open it and get those wonderful scent on me. MUAHAHA! Im not sayin Im smelly lah, just that I love fruity/flowery scent.

BUT the best gift I received was that YOU babies were there to celebrate this special day with me. Hope you all enjoyed yourself as much as I do. (: And for now the photos...

Full body shot taken before leaving. Got the dress from catwalkclose.livejournal. Love it alot!

Been damn long since I last use false lashes, think de last time was my wedding. I love my make up for the night. <3

The Presents & Red packet I received.Close up no.1

Close up no.2

Poloraids taken from Liling's. I look damn white in the pictures thou. Should have spam my blusher! LOL.